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2:21 a.m. on 2005-10-01
never on here anymore. kinda sad. i dont really know why... prolly just the time thing... STILL sick. yeah. went back to the dr. tuesday. checked for strep. think it may just be allergies. still fuckin miserable tho. only able to smoke 1 cig yesterday. so sad. throat hurts like hell and i can't go 20 mins without hacking up a lung. i sound like death. speaking of death, went and saw corpse bride this evening. was cute. i liked it. knew i would tho. got the new HIM cd the other day too. yeah. it rocks. go get it. go see them with me on the 19th oct. (yeah, i took the day off work to go.) things are going wonderfully with brian. we're looking into getting a place as soon as we can. he just needs to get a job first. and i need to get my parents off my back. i do think it's time for a REAL break from school. this whole "i'm going but i'm not going" bullshit needs to end now. i just hope my parents understand... i know they wont tho. bah. why can't i just go to school??? is it that hard to just GO to class??? obviously for me it is. bah. i hate this. i should go to bed so i can be happy and awake etc at work tomorrow. bah. i should also clean my car sometime soon... the pile of shit below the passengers seat is starting to overflow... it's bad... mostly tissues, soda bottles/cans, brians jackets he's lent me, work clothes, books, cds, etc. yeah... i'm a slob. i hope brian realizes what he's getting into by movine in with me... lol. he's seen my room, and my car, that should be warning enough. i love that he still thinks i'm beautiful when he comes over and i'm sick and haven't even showered or changed out of my ratty pjs. *sighs*
