yarg
10:38 a.m. on 2005-07-13
week is half over and i still dont even know when i'm interviewing. i'm extremely nervous. i dont know why i'm so nervous... but i am... honestly i just want to know right now. lol. i mean, yeah i'll be dissappointed if i dont get it, but it's better than the fucking waiting game. yarg. also, if i dont get it, i'm stuck at part time and need to go search for another job too... i dont really wanna do that... i dont like job hunting. i dont like dressing up, i hate interviewing... i hate filling out applications. bah. and i haven't been able to talk to justin in about a week. he went someplace for a few days and was sposed to be back yesterday but he isn't back yet. i like being able to hear from him every day. it does make me sad when i hafta go a while and not hear his voice... well, i better cut this off now, i'm trying to get to work early to prove that i can be early... i'm never early. everyone knows i'm always late. but past few days i've been early, so, yeah... but getting up involves moving... not sure i really want that too much... yarg. oh well.
