500th entry
12:19 p.m. on 2005-06-14
hm... i should try to make this an interesting entry, it is the big 5-0-0. but i really dont care that much. i did think it should be noted that it is number 500 tho... maybe i'll recap some memrable things... hm... i know i started out talkin mostly bout cutting, guys, family trouble. funny thing: i'm still dwelling on the same shit. ha. but i've gotten better, i'm not cutting near as much (maybe once every few months) with guys: started talking to brandon again, then he decides that things should stay in the past (for some reason i dont think that's HIS decision) kyle can still be a total jackass.. bah. now emily goes jealous too, finding out that tim really isnt wantin anything serious, as he's sleepin with someone else too... not sure how to handle this... and well, i dont know if he's sleeping with her, or just did once... all i asked is if he'd slept with anyone else since we met. he said yes and that he wouldn't lie to me. least he isn't a lier... it also proves hedoesn't want more that i said the only people i hate are liers, cheaters and theifs, and he says he'd never do any of those... i guess i just wanna know what i am to him... and i hate asking that question... bah. oh well... but now i gotta cook... wow. what a fucking shitty 500th entry. ha. but what would you expect from me??
