mini breakdown
1:53 a.m. on 2005-05-28
this comp sucks. takes forever to do anything. yeah, that's my excuse for not being here much... spendin lots of time with tim... still not as much as i'd like tho... he needs to come see me, i always drive to him. yeah... while i was at work today we were about to close and all the sudden i felt like shit. i had to walk back to the break room and get some water, i was almost in tears. i have no idea why. made no sense. there was no reason for me to be upset... *shrugs* i just felt shitty. that mood continued the time i was working. i felt like i got NOTHING done. everyone noticed too. i normally dont take much time closing... but today i took forever. i didn't even sweep, i had someone else do it for me. bah. but then when we clocked out i asked if anyone wanted to come get coffee with me, i didn't want to be alone. i didn't trust myself alone. so, irasema came with me, we went to waffle house, split a waffle and had a few cups of coffee each, and talked for 2 hrs. it was nice. gossiping, just hanging out, getting my mind off of things. it was exactly what i needed. i'm so glad she came with me. but yeah, now i think it's gettin time for me to get some sleep. broke the news to vegas friends that i may not be commin back anytime soon... dont think they were impressed at all... eek. oh well. they understand my reasoning, just dont like it. so yeah, bedtime for emily. laterz.
