great night...
3:08 a.m. on 2005-05-13
wow. i dont even know where to beging... tonight was great. texted carly earlier today to see if she wanted to go see assemblage 23 with me... she had school and couldn't get out, so i didn't think i would go. i really didn't want to go alone... but still, i REALLY wanted to go to that show... so, she finally convinced me to go alone. i got to rock island at about 11. i was worried i would miss the whole show (doors were sposed to be at 8) i was lucky, bands were running late, and i got to hear the last 2 and a half songs in back and to the left's set. then, assemblage 23. fucking awesome. so, there was this guy standing a lil in front of me, we made eye contact a few times, i thought he was really cute... he kept turning around and looking at me... i was getting very self concious, but still, very flattered. so, his his stepsister brought him some water, and he offered me a sip, i was parched, so i had a bit, we kept dancing and all, and he comes over next to me and introduces himself. we dance more, he grabs my hand and pulls me up to him and all, spins me around, spins me so my back is to him, grindin into me a bit, kissing my neck, rubbing my back, lots of dancing, seperate and together, he asked if i wanted a water and got it for me... we danced more, and when the set ended he asked if i wanted to go outside with him (it was SO hot in the club... so, we go out, sit down, talk, he ended up layin in my lap. it was sweet. he's a really nice guy... we exchanged numbers, he had to leave cuz he was drivin friends too, he walked me to my car, gave me a little kiss. very innocent, very sweet. it was nice. then, once i was home i got a text from him tellin me to have a good night, sweet dreams etc. so i texted him back same to him and said i couldn't wait to see him again. he called, and we talked for over an hr... it was nice. talked about relationships/sex and our feelings on both... the conversations weren't forced, awkward... it was great. we may hang out tomorrow night too... yay. but yeah, if i wanna do that, i should get some sleep. fuckin sucks i gotta be at work in about 5 hrs now (took me a while to write this... lol.) so yeah... yay for going out and meeting new cool people!
