dr, dream and my dog...
1:15 p.m. on 2005-03-07
have the day off work today. sitting at home waiting by the phone for the dr to call... i want to know... gah. i wish i was at work today. then i wouldnt have all this time to sit and think about what could be wrong with me. i had a wierd dream last night... the dr. didn't call today, so i went and stopped by the hospital and asked if i had any messages (like you would do at a hotel.) and they found that i did, and it turned out there was something wrong (i forget what the term my dream had used, but i think it was fake anyways.) but it wasn't something life threatening and it was something they could fix and in fixing it they would get rid of my headaches. that is the scenerio i want to happen. hoping that's what does happen (cept they call me, cuz i dont think it would work for me to go to the hospital and ask...) so, i continue to wait by the phone. i both want and dont want to go out because i know as soon as i leave the house the phone will ring. kyle confuses me. i said that i knew i would prolly never get another chance with him. he asked what that meant and i told him that i still really liked him but i dont think he likes me "like that" anymore. he told me not to trip and that he just has a lot more on his mind than relationships. then 5 mins later goes on to talk about some hot chick in one of his classes. ICKY! my dog just came up next to me and puked. that was nastey. i couldn't get through it all either. not all at once. i really dont think she's gonna be alive much longer... *sighs* well, i think i'm gonna do some hw then *shock* clean out my car (anyone who's seen or smelled my car knows how much i need to do that)
