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12:59 a.m. on 2005-03-04
i've decided on the lyrics for my new dland template here. marilyn manson's "this is the new shit" i just need to find a good picture to go with it. not sad and depressing, but not something overly bright and cheery either. once i find the pic the coding will be easy. i'm gonna stick with simple. prolly the same style layout, just change the color scheme and the pic. oh, and i thought i would be "clever" and use "babble babble" as the "previous" link and "bitch bitch" as the "next" link. i like feeling clever like that (see links on this template). yes, this is how i design templates. find something i find clever. i know it's lame. i dont give 2 shits. work sucks. i think i'm loosing weight tho. my sis blames it on the "cancer" ha. speaking of which, i should find out monday what's goin on in my head. they said 3 or 4 days when i went in, and since there's the weekend... yeah. all i want out of it is that they find something that they can treat so i dont get the headaches. honestly i dont care what it is as long as the headaches go away! school isn't going too bad. actually trying. just took an astronomy test that i got an 84 on. woot woot. was hopin for better (since i actually studied!) but i guess that's what i get for trying to take a test while i'm half asleep. parents going out of town this weekend. trying to get kyle to spend the night with me tomorrow night. i jsut want someone to sleep with. i really dont think i'll ever get another chance with him. i need to find someone new to focus my attention on, unfortunately i dont get out to meet people. ever. i mean, i meet people at work, but no one i'm interested in. devin's nice, but so not my type (plus i think things would get wierd if i were even to hook up with a coworker). and it's not like i even have many friends that i could ask to try to hook me up. honestly, i'd be willing to go on a blind date about now. i'm just sick of being a sex doll. *sighs* but now i'm getting all emo and tired. so i'm going to bed. i dont even know what i just wrote. great.
