ditch...
11:50 p.m. on 2005-01-29
well, wanted to go to the club last night, but plans change... went to hide and seek last night... VERY dissapointed... ended just like another movie... blah. but i got to see it with kyle... that was nice... after we left we went back to his house and watched "pumping iron" (i dont know why.... i dont ask...) and did other things that confuse me much... so, when i got back home, i texted him that he confuses me, and awoke this morning to a text back asking how, and i wrote back that i have no idea what i am to him, and that i have fun whatever we do together, i just dont know why i am, and that i hoped that wouldn't fuck things up... then he asked what i am to him... i couldn't just be petty and say i asked you first! but i wanted to... so i told him that i enjoy hanging out with him, whether there's sex or not, and that i'm just confused cuz i dont ever know what it's gonna be when we hang out... he didn't respond to that one, but called when he got out of class today... we ended up hanging out, going bowling with one of his friends... i was introduced to said friend as a friend... dunno if that means anything at all... but yeah... he then asked while we were driving around how he confused me, and i told him the same thing... i should have tried to keep the conversation going, but i let it die... and i still know nothing of what's going on... well, while he was driving me home (the roads are CRAPPY! so much fuckin snow!) he ended up running into a ditch trying to get up a hill... luckily a woman from woodmoor public safety ws able to pull us out, and he got me to my driveway... but damn... it was crazy. so, he's supposed to call when he gets home, and i want to be someplace where i have reception, so i'm headin up to my room. wish me luck in figuring this boy out...
