goals...
3:54 p.m. on 2005-01-17
in my dorm room in vegas. this is home. colorado is not my home. vegas is right now. i went out last night with al, sue, gaby, bryan, chris and crazy amanda... we rolled, it was fun. i'm going to miss these people so much... not even the drugs, i can do without those, as much as i like them sometimes... but i like these people... they are amazing. al was so dissappointed in me... he lectured me for about 15 mins, then told me he didn't know whether to keep lecturing me, or give me a hug. everyone seems sad that i'm going. i'm not sure if they know how serious i am about getting back here in june... so, my goals/plans for this semester and on... 1.) call the y, see if they can keep me on for the rest of the school year... 2.) whether the y will or wont take me back, get another job too... been thinkin barnes and noble... or any bookstore really... 3.) save the equivalent of one paycheck a month for each job to put first towards paying off my credit card, and when that's done, put the same amount into savings so that i have my vegas fund. 4.) go to school at ppcc if i can still get registered... take enough classes to keep my healthcare from my parents (it gets cut off as soon as i'm not a full time student) 5.) actually GO TO CLASS, take notes, study, do well... 6.) go see a shrink regularly and take my meds like a good lil crazy girl. 7.) if i have the extra cash, get out here for spring break, go appt hunting with gaby, hang out with kelly and get a lil break from everything... 8.) move back here in june!!! i think that's a pretty good set of goals to keep to... and once i'm back in vegas, my plan is to go to ccsn, get a 2 yr degree there, which will transfer to unlv without any loss of credits, so i'll start out again as a junior. that's a good thing. then i'll get my degree in elementary education, get certified and all, and find a place to go teach! these goals are making me happy already. i think i need a big posterboard to put all these goals on so i can stare at them every day. i need constant reminder of what i'm working towards so that i can stay focused and actually achieve the goals i've set for myself. woot woot. wish me luck... now i should start packing...
