i hate being a clutz.
12:57 p.m. on 2004-12-09
gah. yesterday was interesting. got up, went to lunch with gaby, saw my friend mandy, got a call from my friend al, who was wasting time before the bilboard music awards and wanted to get lunch with gaby and i, so we went and kept him company. too bad we weren't very hungry, he paid for us. lol. no, i'm not one to take advantage, so i didn't get anything for myself but water. earlier i had gotten a call from one of the girls at rocky horror, asking if i could be a tranny in the show this week, and if i wanted another part soon. i said i'd play anyone and she asked if there was any part in particular i would want. i told her i love columbia. she said that after this show we can start working on getting me into that role. i'm so excited. i was supposed to go over and get pictures taken in costume so i can get a cast page as columbia (i already have one as a tranny) but, well, planns change... so, gaby and i were gonna go to savers so i could get fishnets, then i was gonna shower and go to the photoshoot... we for some reason decided to take the stairs instead of the elevator... as i was walking down, i stepped wrong and rolled my ankle. i fell (thank goodness i had just stepped onto the landing) and knew immediately that this wasn't one of those walk it off and get on with life injuries... i told gaby i thought i needed to go to nellis (the afb where i go to the hospital so that everything's free) kelly called me, she wanted to go to vicky's and fredricks... i told her what happened and she got kristen, whose major is athletic training, so she knows shit about injuries and all... so, she wrapped me up and kelly drove me to the hospital. we were there for about 2.5 hrs. i got xrays, poked, prodded... oh, and i hate how once they palpate in a place that hurts, they keep poking that area. i was about to scream. and while i was sitting in the wheelchair after going to get xrays, some little brat kicked my foot!!! i wanted to kill him! so, they gave me an air cast and crutches. not even any pain killers. it was sad. oh well. but kelly decided that she HAD to go shopping right then... couldnt take me and drop me off at the dorms, couldn't leave me in the car, couldn't even leave me at a bench. i had to hobble around with them!!! and to top it all off, while we were in the car she kept listening to rap music! i didn't think i was that bad of a person! i mean, i was in enough pain as is! seriously! oh well... so we had a floor meeting, all hung out, watched pleasantville on tv... were gonna go to bed, then julie decided she needed food and we needed to go to vons. this was at about 3am... ok. so i hobbled and went with gaby and julie... got some food and soda... yay. i hate that there's so much i need to do right now, but i can't do it cuz i can't walk! my hands and armpits are all bruised from the crutches. plus i'm a weakling anyways. and kelly decided that i can't wear a skirt and fishnets to the show tonight cuz i'm on crutches and that's not cute. but i'm gonna do it anyways. i dont care. i wanna look hot and i will! unless of course i try it on and hate how it looks. lol. so, gaby went to get me a sandwhich for lunch so i didn't hafta hobble down there... good plan. i hate being dependent tho.. grrrr. but tonight: drunken goodness (and hopefully good sex!) but yeah... i think i'm gonna find some ice or somethin... laterz.
