yikes.
10:39 p.m. on 2004-11-04
well, had to talk to my mom last night... it wasn't near as bad as i thought... got the whole "nothing you could ever do could make us stop loving you" bullshit speach... i hate that speach... but oh well... cried my eyes out... they had to call me 3 times before i answered the phone... mom called twice, dad called once, i finally called back... i really just wanted to pretend i never wrote to them... but that wasn't gonna happen... specially since they're in town tomorrow... yikes. i'm so worried about that... scared shitless is more like it... i have no idea what i'm gonna do... i hafta meet them at the student union at 10:30... between my classes... wish me luck... and my arm looks like shit... i may be able to pull off dropping the curling iron on it... but i'm not sure... it's all blistered and nastey... still hurts like hell too... i wish it would just go away... then there's mike... the more i talk to people the more it seems gaby and him do have something... i mean, i dont see why she would have to hide where she's been going at night if she wasnt goin with him... maybe i'm paranoid... maybe i just need to drop him if i'm thinking this in the first place... who knows... but both of them will be at the club tonight, so we'll see how that goes... i dont wanna bring anything up with gaby cuz she is one of my best friends here... i dont wanna start drama, but she knows how much he means to me... so yeah... almost time to go to the club... so glad i get to go out and dance. i've been lookin forward to it all week. but good news: devil lock boy will surely be there (i'm at least getting his number tonight...) and i got my new septum ring and it works really well... it didn't even hurt switching the 2!!! woohoo! now lets just hope i dont screw up and forget to put it up. lol. well, i should go, i'll add more if anything interesting happens tonight...
