someone should call the birthday girl...
4:58 a.m. on 2004-10-31
wow... i'm no longer a teenager. woot woot. just now got back from rocky horror. it kicked ass. the show was fun, then we went to breakfast. kelly is awesome and got food for my broke ass. i still need a job... while we were driving back there was a guy in the middle of the road, he started walking towards the sidewalk and as we were passing him i started rolling down the window to yell "cars hurt jackass" to him, when he tripped over the curb. well, i see that as punishment enough, so i didn't yell at him... but it was fuckin hilarious. so funny.... yeah. so sam left early early yesterday morning. i was so sad to see him go. i love that boy so much... and all my friends love him too... i wish he could move back out here... but i know that wouldn't be good for either of us... but i still miss him terribly and can't wait to see him again. i want someone to cuddle with today. someone to just sit with, talk with, just spend the day/night with. i want to know that someone wants to spend a day with me... that someone cares about me... *sighs* emily gets emo, yet again... i really should just get myself a boyfriend/girlfriend that i can rely on for this... then i dont need to wish and hope for someone to come along... i mean, i do have some good options right now, but i'm never one to make a first move... *sighs* i just wanna be loved... but yeah, i think this lil bday ghoul is gonna get her ass to bed before she get's too emo. yeah, prolly a good idea, even if it is a bit late... oh well... happy halloween everyone. (and just a hint to anyone, a note, comment, or phone call would TOTALLY make my day.) always, Emily
