poor puppy...
7:36 p.m. on 2002-12-20
ladidadida... today was pretty boring... my lil sis woke me up screaming that she wanted to go to the mall today, so i got up and started getting ready, i guess i wasn't moving quick enough cuz she started yelling at me more... i finally told her i wouldn't put up with her shit and i wouldn't take her to the mall, she threw a fit and told my dad, who told her that he'd take her. i started talking to him and she started hitting me, i made fun of her being a ditzy brat and she kicked me in the knee with some hard shoes... so yeah, we still ended up going shopping. so yeah... the mall was packed and that kinda sucked... then i had to work at 3:30... i had to stop by the office first tho, jessica still hadn't talked to me, so i was really nervous, but when i got there, she handed me a sweatshirt, my christmas present. that's all it was about. and to give me a new schedule... all that fretting for nothing. it's a cute sweatshirt too... it's read and says YMCA staff in fun letters. yay. i'm gonna be a dork and wear it around for a while... ladida again... i wanna go out! i don't wanna stay home! but no, i'm watching my sibblings while my parents are out with friends... i'm understanding about that tonight tho cuz these friends have been stationed out of the country for a while (they're air force friends) and we haven't seen them in ages. and my lil brother's sick... and with the sick note, spookey, my old arthritic practically dead dog is getting worse. she hasn't eaten today and has basically been laying around doing nothing. i don't want her to die. i may not play with her or pet her much, but i've had her since kindergarten... i love my puppy even tho she is a stupid mutt... ::sniff:: i'm gonna cry when she dies... i'm getting all teary eyed now just thinking about it. i know it's gonna be soon. i'm guessing before i leave home. for the past few years we've been guessing it would be her last christmas with us, this time, i'm also guessing that this will be. sigh... i don't want her to die. i wish she were happy and healthy, but she's lived a very long life and i think it's been happy. i hope so anyways... well, i better go now that i'm all sad and depressed about a dog i complain about all the time... bye now.
