twas the day before christmas break
6:55 p.m. on 2002-12-18
so anyways... today was the last day of school. thank god. gah. i can't wait to get out of this hell hole. last night was a band concert. it's so nice not being in concert band anymore. gah i fucking hated that. and yeah... ladida... i know i hate being hooked up by my friends, but right now, i almost want them to... i dunno... i'm just so lonely right now... the only guy i'm really interested in that's near me is taken... and i'm not REALLY interested, just more than any other guy at the moment... and i'm still being wussy bout erin... there's also this girl hayley, she's such a sweetie... but she's moving over break. but we're gonna hang out sometime then. i can't wait for that. she's so much fun. we had desktop publishing together. meeting her was one of the few good things i got outa that class, the only other i can think of is getting a ppcc credit. woohoo! teehee. but yeah. we just really get along well... but yeah... sucks that she's moving. i wish we woulda done something before this... oh well... but yeah... jon told me his brother's comming into town soon (his brother goes to cu and gets him alcohol...) so, he wants me to come over or something... so yeah... gah... linda and her bf andrew are trying to get that tom kid and me hooked up. lol. that's kinda funny... gah. i met him for maybe half an hr... how much of an impression on someone can you get in that time??? sheesh... i told her that i think i need to apologize to him for her trying to push us together. gah... but yeah... maybe i'll get to talk to him sometime... that'd be cool... and he is pretty cute... teehee... but yeah... he could turn out to be a total jerk... he could end up being really cool, i wont know till i actually get to talk to him... but yeah... hm... i'm bored. i was sposed to take my lil sis shopping tonight, but obviously that isn't happening... it's too icy. ha. while i was driving home it really wasn't that bad... but yeah... oh well... too late now anyways. most of my classes were so fun today. english we played word games, french we watched a movie (it wasn't even a french movie! it was pretty lame tho), band we played as always, physics we went to the writing lab too look up how things work and psych we did an "empty chair" exercise... we had to write a letter to someone even tho we wouldn't be giving them this letter to "resolve issues" it wasn't bad... i wrote over a page and a half about my mother being a hypocritical bitch who thinks she's perfect and i'm a failure. it was pretty fun... so yeah... ladida... tomorrow i work from 8:30 till 3:30. oh joy. and i'm so nervous! tomorrow after work i gotta go talk to jessica (my boss) eek... i don't know what about, all i know is that she's been wanting to talk to me and tomorrow's the day... i hope it's not about my being so late on friday... eek... i hate confrontation!!! ladida... i think i'm out of ideas on what to write about, so, i may write more later if anything developes... so yeah... laterz all...
